These sleepless nights draw on and on, hanging like black velvet curtains over the great stage of this mortal coil and veiling things beyond from curious eyes. There is more to the affair of living than we perceive, and much of what we fail to see will return to haunt us in the dim future. … Continue reading Invisible Vermin and Vulgar Asceticism (10/22/25)
Things haven't gone horribly since I last posted here, but they're not great, either. I admit my passion for reviewing and even listening to most dark, heavy music (metal and otherwise) has diminished for a few reasons: namely, that I'm not as bitter as I once was about the world. Having a daughter - and … Continue reading A New Age of Hell
I feel increasingly disconnected from the world around me. Even the handful of people I interact with on a regular basis seem like far-off shadows, vague mirages assuming familiar shapes. I often wonder how much of this is real. The idea of suicide appeals to me but I still haven't got the strength to pull … Continue reading 9/22/2022 | Disaffected, Broken, and Alone
Towers of Rust 