These sleepless nights draw on and on, hanging like black velvet curtains over the great stage of this mortal coil and veiling things beyond from curious eyes. There is more to the affair of living than we perceive, and much of what we fail to see will return to haunt us in the dim future. … Continue reading Invisible Vermin and Vulgar Asceticism (10/22/25)
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Echoes of a Dark Past | The Wake of a Week-Long Meth Binge
Some time ago, I spent a week smoking copious amounts of meth and staying up all night masturbating furiously to all manner of smut shut away alone in a dark room. In the wake of all this cum-soaked lunacy and sleep deprivation, my dopamine levels plummeted and I sank into a terrible state of existential … Continue reading Echoes of a Dark Past | The Wake of a Week-Long Meth Binge

